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August 20

Please don't say sorry

望遠鏡看不見你 你的心飛去哪裡
無聲飛行 享受黑夜的靜謐

別說對不起 別讓我傷了心才說 不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起 別讓我的愛情變成 廉價物品
我卻只能愛你

閉上眼睛卻看見你
想你的好代替無力
我相信你 卻開始不信任自己

別說對不起 別讓我灰了心才說不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起 別讓我的愛情變得 小心翼翼
我卻只能愛你

用行動來證明 你的決心
不要說說而已
我想要的不只是SORRY

August 07

This is exactly what I need!!

A good run, A nice trail for running, Nice songs to my ears while running, Fresh Air and BMW ride after!! haha
 
SWEET~~
 
silly stone
 
P.S Sorry K.....when I say dinner, I mean it!! Check your email~~
July 29

Monday Night

Time flies...It's almost two months since I started working...work life seems simple, boring and busy...everyday, have to get up at 8am...8am!! I donno how myself does it, but the most amazing thing is my body even got used to it...I guess after all everything becomes a habit after a while...
 
S emailed me yesterday..asked me to go over and visit her.... I watched the email for 10 minutes but didn't reply..the problem is I donno how ... after she got married, I lost my way to communicate with her..what happened to us? Why I suddenly feel so much distant after she got married? Am I jealous of her? Are we losing the common topics? I donno. Why I am so afraid of facing her?! Am I going to lose all my best friends after I get married? (that is if I am ever going to) So scary~~
 
K emailed me too...asked me how I am doing....I guess things can be worse or better...now it's just the way it is and I am living through it. He always said he wanted me to be real happy...guess I am disappointed him in a way.. hope he is living in a better life than mine
 
After all, am I being too hard on myself? Compared to lots of ppl, I am already in a much better situation. Like I always say to myself, I should be grateful of everything that I have now~~ yes, I should.
 
After a hard day work, stone still has a comfortable bed to sleep on, and some nice dreams to dream about. That is the most enjoyful feeling.
 
Btw, over these two months, I met so many new friends...friends from everywhere (as far as Thailand =P)...so lucky to have you guys around stone all the time and make stone's boring life more colorful~~
 
Also, I owe NK a bday wish~~ I know he doesn't want to celebrate..but still, happy bday and hope you have a better year this year......also..meet THE girl real soon!!
 
Good night everyone~~ (and Congrad to Da Gor too!!)
 
Stone
July 18

手牽手

這世界 乍看之下有點灰
你微笑的臉有些疲憊
抬起頭天空就要亮起來
不要放棄你的希望和期待

沙漠中的一滴淚
化成綠洲的湖水
真心若能被看見夢會實現

手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
不要再恐懼 絕不要放棄
這一切將會渡過
因為你和我 才有明天的彩虹
手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右

這一刻 不要躲在害怕後面
這個世界需要多一點信念
那塵埃不會真的將你打敗
你將會意外生命的光采

風雨過去那一天
悲傷就要停下來
感覺你身邊的愛它存在

手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
不要再恐懼 絕不要放棄
這一切將會渡過
因為你和我 才有明天的彩虹

我的手 握著溫暖的火種
散發一點光和熱就看到笑容

手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
不要再恐懼 絕不要放棄
這一切將會渡過
因為你和我 才有明天的彩虹

手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
不要再恐懼絕不要放棄這一切將會渡過
因為你和我 才有明天的彩虹
手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
手牽手一起渡過
愛永遠在你左右

手牽手我的朋友
愛永遠在你左右
不要再恐懼絕不要放棄
這一切將會渡過
牽著我的手 看見明天的彩虹

手牽手 我的朋友 愛永遠在你左右
手牽手一起渡過 愛永遠在你左右
手牽手我的朋友
May 10

I wish I could cheer up

 
When the hell did all this happen? If life is a battle, are we already losing? Or we already lost a long time ago...
 
Yes, I am very depressed these days....the feeling is like there is a huge stone sitting on my chest...I just couldn't breathe...I know I need some air..but how??
 
Life always has a way to get us. Always!! When I started to think everything is gonna to be alright and started to feel "proud" about my decisions...life is starting to turn upside down... Maybe everyone will think I am crazy talking...but the truth is things are not as simple as they look.
 
In 2003, when we were choosing the programs, H kept telling me how he loved programming and everything, and I told him to go to Electrical...haha why? because I told him Electricals can do softwares and software eng can never do Elec..True? or False? Who cares..now the truth is some company rejected him for the offer just because his degree is Elec. It turned out I slapped myself in the face and I let him down too. Why I always want to control other ppl's lives? I should just let him go into software and learn the things he loved. Well, it's too late now..after 6 years,  that piece of paper made him ashame of his degree and all his hard work.
 
In 2005, it's me again who told him to take the tester job to work for RIM. I told him without being a tester, ppl won't hire you as developers. Now it got back to us as well. With the only tester experience, it was very hard to get the dev jobs, and some employers won't even treat tester experience as experience...wdf is that...
 
I could just go on and on....
 
Everything has its reasons. Right now, I guess the situation was resulted by all those reasons. Did H actually live a life or I made his life for him? Even I made his life, this life is such a disaster...no self-respect, no confidence, no faith, and nothing. Now when he finally decided to do what he loves to do, it's already far away from the track. How can I continue like this? I told him and myself over and over again...don't give up...don't give up....but what is the truth? what is the destiny? Should I stay in this? or should I let go to let him live his life? Can we actually survive this?
 
I donno..I have so many questions and no answers...I pray so hard every night that some miracles can happen which can make his dream come true and make our lives alright. But maybe I am asking too much. Every time when I heard H telling me everything is going to be alright, my heart just broke into pieces and it was just soo much pain. Will everything ever going to be alright?
 
At the end of day, I always think he is such a smart guy, and if he lived  7 years of his life on his own, he would be sooo much better...yes, much better off without me..
 
I am lost and I cannot see the way..
 
stone
 
 
October 09

Another sleepless night

I know~~ I shouldn't be here...I should go back work...I still have 1 marketing report and 1 presentation to prepare to be done...
 
But I am sad. Sad because too much work? Sad because I am sick? Sad because friends are not around me? Really donno why, but sad.
 
I used to love watching the sky at dark. All the stars ,moon and dark blue spaces make me feel so tiny. Talked to Eva about Marco the other night. Suddenly remembered how Marco and I used to sit in the playground and watched the sky for hours and hours until it get really cold. ~~
 
So I went to balcony, looked at the sky and for some reason, I could taste how lonely I was . I thought I had everything~~ family, bf, friends, work, study..everything that I can think of...but why?
 
Another sleepless night with tons of work waiting~~
 
Stone
July 04

After so long~~

It's been such a long time....
 
So many ppl asked me about Facebook..haha...the answer is NO. I am not on Facebook. I think I am too lazy. I've been updated this space twice per year.. look at the pics...it's all from last year...@_@
 
Today got an email from Al... It's such a nice feeling to hear from someone after lost contact for so long. He was one of the old frds from IBM. Sometimes, when I think back, the time I spent in IBM was just amazing. I've managed to establish a connection with everyone around me, no matter how strong the connection is, from friends to working-buddies, from 40-50 mid-age ppl to same age group, there is always something there. I guess sometimes ppl say it's a sense of belonging...well, let's not go THAT far...
 
Anyway, enough of that. Just updated on those who haven't heard from me for a long time, hinhin went to U.S Seattle to work for MSFT. It's part of his dreams so I am truly happy for him. I am going to go visit him on the 19th of this month. It's always nice to have something to wait for and to feel excited about.
 
This whole summer kinda felt like ups and downs all the time. Sometimes wanna to go out w. frds, sometimes dont wanna see anyone at all. Sometimes felt like I should write emails to some frds to keep in touch, but somehow I ended up lazy and lost the mood to do anything at all...Donno whether I should blame it all on the heat....or it's me being older :(..haha..
 
Well, felt really low last Wed, and started to think of my ife, and friends. Thought of my life, and all the friends around me..from how I met them, knew them, became friends with them to right now...I think from some point of my life, I stopped to tell frds my past and my stories. Why? because I don't want to remember them. I used to tell ppl a lot about my past, but I found out that telling is also a way of remembering. Each time when I started talking I was forcing myself to re-live in those experiences again, and the feelings became sooo real that it hurted me so bad. So I started to give up the past, and tried live in the future. I started to build dreams, and tried to work hard to make all the dreams come true. Donno whether this is right or wrong, I guess it's my life and I should make sure it always goes the way I want it to be. "Breathe harder, and I will see the miracles"
 
Speaking of friends, since hinhin is away, I started to spend more time with H.S. However, it turns out surprisingly, we know each other for almost 5 years, but we don't really know much about each other. He is one of those frds that I can talk whatever I want to, and I still donno much about him. It kinda scares me. :/
 
Above all, I still feel grateful about everything, about frds who still think of me once a while, about Al's email, about this new job, about hinhin's dream come true, about H.S went dinner and movie and K with me, about IBM, about every every every single thing in my life. I will come back to update the space once a while. Even just for those ppl who care, it's worth it.
 
It's late again and time creates distance. From time zone, Hinhin is 3 hours behind, jackie is 2 hours behind, benson, jaron and ben is 13 hours ahead. But how far are our life apart from each other?
 
Night everyone and sweet dreams.
 
"every second has every possibility, and one of the possiblity is miracle"
 
Stone
 
 
March 14

最近

最近时间过的好快。只有17天就final 啦。。还算开心
 
hin 和我终于在first round 就找到了工作...总算没有花太多的时间。随意间,竟然发现first year's roommate 最近结婚了。。呵呵,在这里祝福她了!!
 
Sharon 也快了吧。。身边的人好多结婚喔。。要赶金猪宝宝吗?
 
Jackie 最终还是决定回国了。。唉,又少了一个朋友在加拿大。。。希望他的决定是对的,最好可以快点回来。
 
这两天变的好暖和。。春天真的就要来了呢。。hin 突发奇想的把头发染了。。哈哈,我至今都还没习惯
 
要去睡觉了。After a full day's work, 有一个温暖的被窝还真是一件幸福的事呢。。
 
Night everyone. 希望大家都有一个温暖的被窝 after a long day.
 
:)
 
Stone
 
 
February 20

wish me and hinhin luck on Wed

Forgot to mention...Wed is the offer day!!! WISH US LUCK!!
 
Cross fingers.
 
stone =.=

"stole" from a friend's space

The following jokes are "stoled" from a friend's space..coz they are SO FUNNY. I am going to paste here. Hope they can bring you some laughs.
 

精神病人妙語事例

精神病人妙語事例 1

病人A:「怎麼樣?這本書寫得還不錯吧?」

病人B:「太好了!真是曠世鉅作。一點廢話都沒有,簡潔有力。 不過有一個缺
點,就是出場人物太多了!」

謢士:「喂!你們兩個.....快把電話薄放回去。」



精神病人妙語事例2

有一位精神病院的醫生問患者︰「如果我把你的一隻耳朵割掉,你會怎麼樣?」

患者回答︰「那我會聽不到。」

醫生聽了︰「嗯,那很正常。如果我再把你另一隻耳朵也割掉,你會怎麼樣?」

患者回答︰「那我會看不到。」

醫生開始緊張︰「怎麼會看不到呢?」

患者回答︰「因為眼鏡會掉下來。」



精神病人妙語事例3

神經病院有一位老太太,每天都穿著黑色的衣服,拿著黑色的雨傘,蹲在神經病院
門口。

醫生就想要醫治她,一定要從了解她開始...

於是,那位醫生也穿黑色的衣服,拿著黑色的雨傘,和她一起蹲在那邊。

兩人不言不語的蹲了一個月.....

那位老太太終於開口和醫生說話了:「請 ...問一下!你 ...也是香菇嗎?」



精神病人妙語事例4

一個精神病院的護士看到一個病人在寫信,

非常好奇,想去偷瞄,可是病人不給她看。

護士忍不住問︰「給誰寫信啊? 」

病人回答:「寫給我自己啊!」

護士好奇心更盛,心想:「怎會有人寫信給自己呢?!」

於是又問:「寫些什麼啊?」

病人說:「你神經病啊!!我還沒收到信,我怎麼會知道!」



精神病人妙語事例5

有兩個精神病患者從病院裡逃出來。

兩人逃跑,爬上一棵樹,

其中一個人從樹上跳下來,在地上滾來滾去,

然後抬起頭對上面的同伴說︰「喂! 你怎麼還不下來啊?」

上面的那個人回答他︰「不...行 ...啊!我還未熟透。」



精神病人妙語事例6

一位病人來找精神科醫生︰「醫生,怎麼辦?我一直覺得我是一隻母雞。」

醫生︰「喔?!那很嚴重呀,怎麼現在才來求醫?」

病人︰「因為最近我的家人在等我生蛋啊!」



精神病人妙語事例7

一個貨車司機送貨到精神病院,當他卸完貨準備回家時。忽然發現有一個輪子爆胎
了。

於是他將那個爆掉的車胎拿下來,正準備換上備胎時。一個不小心,將固定車胎的
四個螺帽掉到水溝裡了,怎麼撿也撿不到。貨車司機不知如何是好。

此時,正好有一個精神病患者經過,就問司機怎麼了?

司機想,反正也沒有別的事可做,於是就把事情經過告訴精神病患者。

精神病患說:「這麼簡單的問題也解決不了,難怪你只能當貨車司機。你只要把剩
下的三個車胎各拆一個螺帽下來,裝到第四個車胎上,然後開到最近的修車廠 ,補
上剩下的螺帽就可以了。」

貨車司機敬佩之餘,不禁開口問道:「你這麼聰明,為什麼會住在精神病院?

精神病患回答:「我住在這裡是因為我有精神病,不是因為笨!」



精神病人妙語事例8

有一位病人來找精神科醫生:「醫生 ...怎麼辦??我一直覺得我是一隻鳥!」

醫生:「喔!?那很嚴重喔!從什麼時候開始的?」

病人:「從我還是一隻小鳥的時候。」




精神病人妙語事例 9

有個神經病在床上唱著歌~~

唱著唱著就翻了個身

趴在枕頭上繼續唱

主治醫生問他:唱就唱阿!!翻身幹麻????????

神經病說:
.
你很笨內~A面唱完....當然要換B面ㄚ=.=
 
Stone (LOL)
January 31

失眠

最近失眠...好痛苦...晚上该睡睡不着,白天又累得要死..
 
在网上狂查关于失眠的article, 发现有一篇说心理疾病的最早迹象就是睡前困得要死,躺下浮想联翩...晕....这不就是我吗?再往下读,这种疾病的发展趋向是自杀......~~~~我飘~~~~
 
立马飞去看医生...奇怪的医生问了N多问题...问我每天是不是很energize? 我再晕...每天睡不着怎么energize??? 问来问去没什么结论,被拖去lab抽了5管血去化验....@_@
 
现在只好乖乖的等结果....
 
去"睡觉"了...cross fingers!!!
 
Night Everyone..
 
Stone
 
 
December 07

Exam Season + good luck everyone

 
FINALLY!! It comes closer and closer to the end...First exam is on this Sat. Not too much time to study, but well, just want to do my best and get everything over with.
 
Already Dec la..the Xmas trip is less than 20 days away..so happy :)
 
But for now, need to go back to study again la..:(
 
Just wanted to say: Good luck everyone and God bless me (and hinhin :P) as well. :)
 
and and,
 
to henhen: hang in there, everything is going to turn out fine.
 
to Jackie: too bad can't see you this Xmas season la. Keep warm!!
 
to Benson: so excited..and can't wait to see you...hehe
 
and and and,
 
LAKER ROCKS!!
 
KOBE ROCKS!!
 
:D
 
Stone
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
November 02

Stupid Exam Schedule!!

Today the exam schedules are out...
 
Apparently, I have nothing during the first week, then 4 on second week, and then the last one on last day 7:30pm -10:30pm.!!!
 
The last day is so late...:( don't like the schedule at all
 
:( stone
October 30

Midterm Break

Had 4 midterms in a row during the past two weeks..and this weekend was a very nice break for me...
 
Nothing much to say..live in the world full of deadlines..finished some, more coming...just try to finish one after one after one, until eventually everything gets done..
 
Seriously thought about the next summer co-op today..donno where should go..don't want to go back to IBM, but really liked a job there..Wanted to go work in Microsoft, and Google..But don't want to live too far away for four months. Hope hinhin and me can find a job together in the same company if it is really far away from TO (like need to go over to U.S West Coast). God bless us!!
 
Got touch w. fp Friday nite..pretty surprised..but good to know that her life is getting better and stable now. It is always a nice feeling that to know someone you cared about is doing good. Hope she can take good care of herself and her lovelove well too. :)
 
Pretty exhausted these days. Going to head to bed now..
 
(and, "that someone", stop saying my english on blog is getting worse!!..I am just randomly putting stuff here without any grammar and spelling concern. Don't be too picky :P)
 
Breathe Harder, you can  see the miracle.
 
只要用力呼吸,就会看见奇迹!
 
Peace,
 
Stone
 
 
 
 
September 22

keep smiling, everything is going to be alright

 
School started...study and work, work and study..getting busier and busier everyday...
 
A little couldn't breath....really wanted to get out of school and work..but need to finish the degree though..no other choice...
 
Only thing I've been telling myself and hinhin and all other frds..."keep smiling, everything is going to alright. :)"
 
(actually it is from a currently most popular drama "Smile Pasta"..u_u I got addicted to it :P)
 
yea..no matter what is ahead of us, just smile more..everything will be just FINE. :)
 
ADD OIL!!
 
Cheering Stone
 
August 28

almost time to go back to school

last week to go la..finally a period for the 16 months..overall pretty good experience for me...met a lot cool and nice people, learnt so many things, and the most important..earned some $$..hehe..
 
School almost starts..feel like none of the things are settled now..just settled all the books...hehe..finally, the courses selection not done yet..need to talk to someone from school..the TA hasn't come out the schedule yet...the job although said gave me the offer hasn't given me any formal reply..the report still only 50% done..the school work term report hasn't started..the timetable hasn't out yet..wow..cannot believe have to settle everything little by little all in this week..@_@ sigh...not to mention still need to pack up and move to Ham..
 
but well, after this week, everything will be done la..think about that, I will be so happy :P..yea there will be some hard time..but things will get done one by one evetunally..
 
School starts on Sept 7th, the job in school starts @ Sept 6th..hmm actually got a little break in between..hinhin's job starts @ Sept 5th..hmm, probably going to go visit Sharon before the school starts..hvn't seen her for a while la..miss her so much :):)
 
Today talked to Benson on phone...hehe first time talked to him after he back to hongkong....still feeling pretty close..like he was still in Canada :P hehe..hope when I am less busy and more stable, I can talk to him and all other friends more..:)
 
Today a lot ppl came by my office and said bye to me..many of them didn't say much but best wishes and good luck..actually they thought about dropping by before their vacations to say bye to me, already flattered me..I think really big chance I will go back to there next summer..so probably will see all those guys soon..
 
Tomorrow, need to go out lunch and dinner..whew..I am so tired now...and need to go to meeting @ 10 am tmr...off to bed now..
 
oh, hinhin just called me and he is coming over..hehe..so I guess will be around little more :P
 
Wish me luck + good night + good day (frds in hk)
 
|-) Stone
 
P.S Best luck to henhen!! Hope everything will be over and settled soon!!
 
 
 
 
 
 
August 24

haha..this does make sense (wink wink) :P

 
会发脾气的女人最可爱~
  
    永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水─解渴,却无味。
  
    你迟归,她向你发脾气,是因为她紧张你,
  
    她怕你出了什么意外。
  
    你喝酒抽烟,她向你发脾气,
  
    是因为她担心你的身体健康,她希望跟你长长久久,白头到老。
  
    你身上被发现有别的女人香,她向你发脾气,
  
    是因为她在乎你,你是她的所有,她不想跟别人分享你。
  
    你臭袜子乱扔,她向你发脾气,
  
    是因为她关心你,她怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没,所以她要先把你训练好。
  
    你忘记她的生日,她向你发脾 女人是最讲理的动物,她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由;
  
    女人也是最不讲理的动物,她的理由经常令人无法理解。
  
    女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事,发一场大得不能再大的脾气。
  
    因为女人对身边的男人有所要求,有所期望,
  
    所以常常会失望、失落,因此,女人容易对男人发脾气。
  
    身边有个会向你发脾气的女人,其实是一件多么幸福的事。。。。。
  
August 02

New look of the space

All of sudden, MSFT updated the MSN spaces to Windows Live Spaces..
 
It looked really different now..just changed some layouts around..
 
Toronto these days is sooo hot..Hope the weather can cool down pretty soon...
 
Melting Stone @_@
 
P.S Blue, how can I add music in my space ar? The ones that can play in Windows Media player once the page is loaded?
 
July 25

these few weeks

Donno why, sometimes I am really in the mood of writing blog...that I want to write multiple everyday. Once I stop, I won't touch it for really really long time...like couple of months or something...pretty strange @_@
 
Just went to henhen's space, saw a lot AMAZING artworks, suddenly gave me the mood to actually writing something. :P
 
This past month hasn't been easy. A lot of friends went back to Asia and started to work there. I am happy for them. I really am. Canada is not an easy place for them to find a job and settle down. But the truth is they are still really really far away, and we won't see each other for a long while which really upsets me.
 
Just booked my tickets to Asia this Xmas last Friday. Feel soooo excited. 1) first LONG trip with hinhin. 2) hvn't been back China for sooo long, 5 years already. so excited to meet the old friends. 3) can hang out with the friends just went back as well...hehe...so happy, but will be a really exhausted trip. only have around 20 days but need to go from Toronto-> Chicago-> Tokyo -> Beijing -> Hongkong -> Tokyo -> Chicago -> Toronto..seems like need to step on a lot places. Hope everything will go well for the trip.
 
Almost time for me to back to school. Honesly, even a little scared to go back to school, and really don't want to. But in the other hand, do want to finish all the courses and get the degree asap, so that I can go out and work as a full time. Wanna take a vacation after this work term, but too many things need to be settled first. @_@ no more slacking off and need to work really hard now..3 reports due at the end of Aug...not even funny..
 
blah blah about my life. Nothing exciting, I am still living in it and enjoying it. Best wishes to all of my friends. Sometimes I feel so lucky to have you guys. Good luck to Jackie. :P..MSFT is climbing up, happy for hinhin :)
 
Enjoy the sunshine everyone. :)
 
Stone
 
 
 
June 22

What colour are you? Come in and take a quiz!! Paste the result in comments!!

What is your true colour??  http://uk.tickle.com/test/truecolor.html

Come in and tell me what colour are you??

This is my result: BLACK~~

Your colour is black.

The colour of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them -- your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness -- trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the colour of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the colour for you.

June 05

Happy B-day Blue!!

Just want to say Happy b-day Blue..
 
Crazily busy these days....will slow down later on...
 
Blah Blah, wish all the best to you, Blue..grow up..(even more :P)
 
Stone
 
Also to Benson (whose Bday is June 1st), FP (whose Bday is June 2nd)
 
 
May 30

Let's dance!! 1000 views :P

Just noticed that my blog has been viewed 1000 times....:D
 
>>>
Total page views: 1000
 
Although this is a new blog, still, got 1000 views now...nice nice ...
 
Suddenly really busy again...so many meetings and the weather is hot as hell!!!!
 
please rain rain rain, I don't know how long I can hang on in such a hot weather..
 
(However, we can go beach BBQ together this weekend or next weekend...tell me what you think la)
 
Need to work...
 
HOT~~
 
Non-stop sweating stone u_u
 
May 29

hehe..Finally got contact with Blue

Yesterday had nothing to do at home..so went to Tecent, downloaded and installed QQ. So amazing. Haven't been there for almost 5 years, I still clearly remembered my QQ number and the password...
 
Logged in, and saw 171 names on my list...suddenly felt so disconnected to the previous world...so many friends are on there, and now I can't even know which name matches who...
 
Luckily, I saw blue's old QQ, and his old QQ name was about his new QQ number. Added his new number, and surprisingly he was online. We chatted and it was like the first time chat since 4 years ago or something. Although feeling world's been apart, there are still some connections. So glad I could talk to him and still have contact with him after so long, it's been a long while, and it's just great.
 
He is one of the best friends to me in high school. Old lifes, Old memories, Old laughs. Somehow, for some reason, we became aparted. I always feel that I owe him an apology. (maybe I will get to him later) I actually wrote him an email with my appology a year ago, dramaticaly, he didn't get the email. But now, I suddenly could talk to him again, sometimes, I am just amazed how the things turn out at end.
 
Didn't talk to him much still. But as long as we have contact with each other, we can always talk. I think it takes a little bit time to fill the years gap and get updated with each other's life. But I am sure we will. Once a true friend, always a friend.
 
And still, blue, Sorry about everything
 
Happy stone with mixed feelings
 
P.S Updated my photos with more recent ones, hope that's a start at least to see what I look like now :P
 
 
May 11

Go Lakers

nba is dead for me now..
 
Lakers will be back and show off the world..
 
Go Lakers!! Bryant, you rock!!
 
Stone
 
 
April 20

finally done la guys!! Congratulations!!

today is you guys' last exam!!..finally done la...out of school...FOR GOOD...
 
SO HAPPY for you guys (so jealous as well u_u) :P
 
Congratulations!!
 
Party TIME :D
 
P.S No more school girls, guys...need to look OUTSIDE now.. :P
 
Best luck to everyone on finding a job!!
 
and come to TO find me and we go out ar.....:)
 
cheering stone
 
 
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